nodame在剧中里说了一句话：与其说感觉不到快乐，倒不如说是没自信...乐曲分析也不会，弹也弹不好...我是为了什么而学琴？
我也在想...我为了什么而弹琴....
其实nodame弹琴是一心想和chiaki一起演奏钢琴协奏曲...可是因为她一直受到不肯定和打击，还有他的逃避，每次都感觉很痛苦....她说：原以为很接近了，却又离我而去，学长也是，音乐也是...失望了好几次...
我弹琴，很没自信...一心想我弹得不好，不想秀...可能在钢琴上没有获得的肯定，只有在考试上不断地锻炼自己...现在想弹琴，都是因为一个原因，想弹给我喜欢的人听...无论是朋友还是他，还真希望自己能弹着自己喜欢的曲子，在琴键上很自在地跳跃...在黑白键上述说我的故事...曾经自己小学时做过歌词，也在中学时做过歌曲，可是现在我已经忘了，自己写下来的也忘了放在哪里，虽然那是首很简单的旋律，可是是凭着自己的感觉写的，那时是中学快毕业的时候...
小提琴，也因为离开了我的“家庭", 而没了热诚继续下去...以前离开前，有跟我一斑死党做过一些歌，拥有四弦的乐曲，所谓的string quartet...我记得原本要送给那班小的member，可是很遗憾，还是没完成，哈哈！我记得有几段很好听的呢！多亏我们的方伟伦先生~
现在只要看到乐器，就只能独自欣赏...知音难寻啊~
I really really love nodame. It really reflects on what we think and what we do in our lives(well, at least for me la) Haha...
ReplyDeletenever quit your violin o. It's the only thing you will feel regretful about after leaving band if you do. ^^ When you got time, take out and play play la..
What song you wrote? Now is still not too late to them o...
me too!!! i love nodame n chiaki!! haha! their love story is quite romantic neh~XD ya, i'll take out n look look it...our hubby...T_T poor guy..haha! actuali is for u guys when we r about to leave band. bt we din make it. =p
ReplyDeleteyaya...is too regretful that unable finish the song...some of the melody really nice...but we oso manage to get them out of our brains as it being created after a few days and then we gonna find it again and again. this is because we lazy to write down.lolz
ReplyDeletewe even squished on the hall piano stool and invite the mosquito throw a bloody party on our lovely skin,drinking bloody mary...Wat a memorable time~~
kent: sei yeah la u, hahaha! walao, show off ur english here, i noe ur muet get band 4 ok? XD but it's true la, hahahaha! i realli wish to get back to the old time, i miss them...wad a cruel reality...T_T
ReplyDeletedin meant to show off...juz wan to write it lively...haha
ReplyDeleteactually band 4 is nothing,my english still vry poor.
lol, walao, "actuali band 4 is nothing" XD pui ling will kill u after seeing this!
ReplyDeleteLolz.. You two started to quarrel here dy. For our batch??? Then lagi need to remember leh. If not you all let the mosquito suck your blood for nothing lo... haha, blood wasted, squish the piano for no use. XD
ReplyDeletehahaha! yahor...bt realli hav to find back the melody leh...lolz
ReplyDeleteagree with u that '知音难寻啊~'
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